Almost a full 1.5 years into this withdrawal. So strange to think how far I have come.
I am still healing but in a much better place. It’s a bit stagnant now, but I’ll take that over a roller coaster.
In my first few months, this was me…
Unreal to look at.
And, to be honest, I could go back to that if TSW wishes it so. But, I am grateful for where I am at and hope that it continues to progress in the right direction.
Here is me now…
In the mornings, I am still quite dry in the face especially. It is up and down with just how dry I am. I’m in England so my husband bought me a humidifier, which seemed to help my skin balance out when I first got here 5 weeks ago.
This is a sucky development. I feel it’s from my bad diet, but I’ve been getting some blisters on my hand. It’s called dyshidrotic eczema. I know sugar and wheat is apparently something that exasperates it. They can be itchy. If you have these, don’t pop them. I do it sometimes and it just makes it worse. They should go away on their own. Some say apple cider vinegar may help, but some don’t. I soak almost everyday in an apple cider vinegar bath. Not sure if it’s helping or not. I will say they are a bit more dried out which I guess makes them less itchy!
What I love though, despite having the itch and dry skin, is my ability to enjoy the outside world and doing stuff with my family.
My mum in law and I baked lots of desserts while watching Disney movies!! She even made us these shirts. We whipped up: Carrot Cake, Banana Bread, Victoria Sponge, and some pecan and chocolate chip cookies (from scratch!). We got to watch Hercules and Beauty and the Beast.
My husband and I did a lot around London, however this was a MASSIVE highlight. I got to touch the REAL door they use in the Sherlock show. Not the crappy tourist one; the ACTUAL door. So ecstatic in this picture (can you tell??)!
And, when I first started TSW, I began losing my hair and ended up shaving it all off. It’s growing back slowly but surely. Check it out!
I have a tiny ponytail!! Gahhhh!!!! (As Leonard from The Big Bang Theory would write…)
Healing is happening. So glad I got to spend so much time with my family here in England. Heading back to America on Friday. I may do a blog just on our stay here in England since we got to do a lot of nice stuff.
And, just so you know, I’ve been using the Egyptian Magic cream from Boots Pharmacy while I’ve been here. LOVE IT!!!
Love, B. R. Wren
You are looking amazing! So glad you’re healing slowly but surely! Praise God for that. I’m doing ok, rollercoaster ride. I was doing good a week ago and now eczema herpeticum outbreak. WAAAAA! I guess I have to go to the doctor before it gets worse. On my 2nd month I had it around my right eye and didn’t go to the doctor because I thought they will just give me steroids and just put tea tree oil religiously and prayed through it and it went away. Colloidal silver helps a lot too. Just FYI! Hoping you won’t experience this. God bless you and thanks for the new video too.
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Thank you, Cel! I hope the outbreak goes away quickly with antivirals!
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Thank you so much for your blog. As I am not on FB, the ITSAN forum and your blog are the main places I go for consoling. I am almost 9 months TSW. It has been challenging to take care of my 2 young children and keep my job. Like yours, my husband has been phenomenal. I truly hope for healing soon for the both of us. You’ve been an inspiration and are doing a fantastic job raising awareness.
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Such a kind thing to say. Sending you a huge hug. I hope I can continue to help!
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