Rooftop Reveries

Not There

Having a pretty down day with my health condition. It’s the point where if I was called into work, I wouldn’t be able to go.

It’s these times, when you feel like you can’t even look in the mirror or else your chest will explode, is when I miss him most. The going it alone makes it that much harder to face.


“I need you
in this very moment

I feel my sanity slipping, swaying like a swing.

But my mind must constantly remind me
in its droplets of clarity
that you are not here.

Not because you can’t be

 

but because you chose not to be.”

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B. R. Wren

2 thoughts on “Not There

  1. Stay strong sweet girl! I have just started cyclosporine. I am leary of the long list of scary side effects, but even the temporary reprieve has been worth it. Praying for your improvement in body and spirit.

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  2. Dear Briana, you need to be strong… I wish you to go througt all this black days and nights. You are not alone. I often think about you and send you all the best. (I am very regret that my english is not good enougt to say you all my thougts and support you).

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