Having a pretty down day with my health condition. It’s the point where if I was called into work, I wouldn’t be able to go. It’s these times, when you feel like you can’t even look in the mirror or else your chest will explode, is when I miss him most. The going it alone… Continue reading Not There
I was going through the pictures I had taken recently in Boston. It was the last time I was with my husband. I’d forgotten all the pictures I’d taken of him while there. This triggered a desire to search through our old photos, because as broken hearts know, we have to torture ourselves and look at what… Continue reading Not Long Ago
Woke up today feeling like I hadn’t even slept. My health condition is flaring because I am stressed and all I can think about is him. Some days are a bit easier to get through than others. Today isn’t one of them. Women are complicated beings And yet not complicated at all When our hearts… Continue reading Missing Piece
When we are first broken up with or cheated on, most of us are devastated. Then, there is this phase where, out of desperate need for attention, we think that sleeping around will somehow numb the pain. If our ex is doing it already, why can’t we? Yes, physical touch is wonderful, but sex isn’t… Continue reading The Slutty Urge
I had to do something today that I never thought I would have to do. And I cried because I could’t hold it in. It’s these moments in life where you are staring into space wondering how did things get so out of order? Why are they so bad? How did happiness ferment into such bitter heartbreak? This… Continue reading Your Timeline
Even once someone feels they have moved on and are ready to be with someone else after being cheated on by their spouse, there is still going to be a piece of their heart that is reserved for that person. Not because they don’t want to give it away, but because they can’t. They will… Continue reading A Lifetime
As a spouse, you are always concerned with your partner’s well being. Sometimes, we fall short. I know I fell short at times. Working on a relationship from afar is so difficult, but then add in someone else trying to steer the ship. It’s just a recipe for disaster. I will always wish I could have… Continue reading Lighthouse
So, I’m doing this for myself. But I do hope that it helps others who are going through the same pain. As I try to refocus my life and move forward, these little entries throughout January will be purges of the heart. A release from my chest. We will make it through. When we are… Continue reading The Thing Is
Every time I go to write one of my blogs, it still makes me think, “Wow… another month has gone by and I’m still not healed.” It sucks, it truly does, but here we are at 22 months without any steroids. I have definitely had a lot of stress these past two months and have… Continue reading 22 Months TSW
Hey loves! I wanted to put a post together where you could locate all 3 of my ITSAN videos. We spent 3 days in Washington, D.C. this past September 2016. I was a patient advocate and tried my darnedest to keep up with the medical jargon and terms being thrown around. I hope these videos… Continue reading Washington, D.C. Videos
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