I celebrated my birthday today. It’s usually a time of reflection, of celebration of self, or an acute realization of our mortality that has unfortunately progressed. But I didn’t find myself either relishing or despising this trip around the sun. What I did feel though — despondence. Not the greatest feeling on your big day.… Continue reading Love, Inferno
Another month passed, and not much to report skin wise. I am still stagnant, with my tough areas being — hands, arms, neck, and face. My stomach is acting up, too, but it’s not the most problematic area. It gets a bit exhausting dealing with my facial area and my hands being so frustrating, but… Continue reading 33 Months TSW
I share much chagrin in these words. I feel defeated, and even foolish, writing them. So, here it is: I am not over my marriage. It has been exactly one year since I took an 11.5 hour bus ride to him in that hotel room. Sometimes it feels like yesterday, and sometimes it feels like a… Continue reading Once Around the Sun
I’m a bit late, but I’ve been very busy this past week with documentary footage. I have a goal ahead of me. I would like to have all of the interview footage transcribed by Oct. 26th, before I head back into teach for a week at Royal Caribbean. There is over 24 hours of footage… Continue reading 32 Months TSW
Oh my goodness, it’s been a whirlwind of a month! I got back from the documentary shoot on July 29th. A rest from the summer was EXTREMELY needed. I stayed at my mother’s house for about 5 days (she was away so I had it all to myself). I just rested, watched movies, and tried… Continue reading 31 Months TSW
There are times, more and more as the days pass, that I wish I was better. Not only for myself, but for public acknowledgment that this truly exists. I am one week shy of being home from shooting the documentary, Preventable: Protecting Our Largest Organ, and it would have been so much grander to do… Continue reading 2.5 Years TSW
Forgive me, my posts are becoming later and later since my schedule is super swamped with the documentary production starting only ONE WEEK away! If anyone is interested in tracking my while I shoot (or would like to know about it in general) here is the website: PREVENTABLE WEBSITE You can also follow me on… Continue reading 28 Months
“The hardest part of saying goodbye is having to do it again every single day. Everyday we face the same truth, the fact that life is fleeting. That our time here is short.” – OTH It’s as if I am stuck in a time warp, some twilight zone or awakening from a 2 year coma.… Continue reading Empty Nest
There has been a lot on my heart and mind, weighing it down like a boulder tied to a drowning woman’s ankles. No matter how hard you paddle, the weight is still there. You try so hard to let it go, and some days you think you’ve tackled it, figured it out, and yet the… Continue reading The Scars Beneath
Hey everyone, I don’t know if it’s just me and my own personal traumas going on, but these past 3 months have been such a blur. It’s almost April and I’m a bit confused since it was just Christmas… right? So much has been going on, especially with the documentary (www.preventabledoc.com). I am still very… Continue reading 26 Months TSW
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